"You Toosh! ...Yeah, that's right...I just called you a BUTTOCKS!" God, Eric has something new for me everyday...
Proof I'm still as blonde as I used to be:
Matt: "Yeah, and then they get eaten by the alligators that live in the suers..."
mwah: "Wait...alligators? In the.... suers?" ...
That's ALMOST as bad as Jet Lee in Star Wars...
Ha ha.
So theres been this THING. And its bugging me. But its really hard for me to really explain what. I just know that things arent how they used to be.
You really hurt me sometimes. And I know you may not know it...but you do.
SHUTUP. I don't want to hear it.
Seems that's all I hear myself saying lately.
How is it that I can hold this fake face up at school- showing that everything's okay, when its not.
Theres just something not there. & I need to figure out what it is....
Your such a fucking LIAR. and I hate it.
Para tí Lo que ves en mí Es la realidad Mas tú no conoces El papel, que la vida Me hace actuar Siendo así Yo puedo burlar Mi mundo exterior Pero al corazón jamás -Mi Reflejo by Christina Aguilera
Most of you probably dont know what that says...but its always been one of my favorite songs. It basically sums up my whole life. Anyways...
I'm out. Leave me some love. && I promise to return it. [<3]
pearce- i love you. very very much. no matter what. always remember you;re my pride & joy, my crying shoulder, my best friend, and my one & only pear bear.
shelby- USE YOUR HEAD. i trust you to do that for me. thanks for the long ass comment(s)...you know I'm always here for you when you need it...I love you too...
elysha- your comment made me cry. i'm glad you think of me as one of your best friends. that's seriously means so much to me to know that i could help you out in such a big way.
-Whats up with all of these girls feeling the need of a guy in their life? I mean, its almost like every chick site has something about "Oh I just wish I had that someone..." Let me ask you all this...
-WHY?!?! You finally get a guy ...You get SO infactuated with him, think you'll spend the rest of your life with him- then he breaks your heart unexpectedly & then your complaining about how love sucks and guys are worthless. Its all so pointless. Like running in fucking circles. It all doesn't make sense to me. Why put yourself in a position to get hurt when your so young? You have the whole rest of your LIFE to experience love. Why mess with it now?
-Now I DO understand, that not ALL guys are like that. But all the guys that ARENT, will be the ones who randomly come into your life. You cant LOOK for love...you have to let it find YOU.
-Guys don't equal happiness. I know it HELPS to know that you have someone there for you and shoulder to cry on and all that stuff....but that's what family is for. That's what friends are for. What would you rather have? ...A couple months (if that) of happiness....or countless amount of time hurt? Find something else to make you happy. You never know...you could find happiness in DOING something that makes your happy....and I know that makes little to no sense-but just think about it.
"the longer it takes you to realize you can't go back to the past .... when things were the way they were .... the longer it takes you to move on.."
" Tragedies happen. So what are you gonna do...give up? Quit? No...I realized that when your heartbreaks you gotta fight like hell to stay strong - and the pain you feel... that's life... the confusion and the fear - it's there to remind you that somewhere .. there's something better out there - and that something is worthfighting for..."
WHOA. .....its......SNOWING?
NOVEMBER 25th?
On a lighter note....I'm glad I found my happiness. You find love in the weirdest places...and we've proven that. Forever your girl...
"So what should I do in the background? ...I'm thinking along the lines of a pink butt." (insider)
-Today was a good day. Nothing REAL special happened...except I got checked against the bleachers in gym today by Randy playing hockey, got my ass cut open in art (long story...), and fell up the stairs carrying groceries. Nothing too exciting, right?
-Guess that's why I'm called Clutsy Claeys...
-Well, dont have too much else to say....Edited my pictures today....here are some of my faves...(and yes...I took ALL of these)
FAKE DRAMA.
has to be the most complicated thing in the world. you know what i mean shelbs...
-Leave me some lovin!
<<Thats kinda hard to tell what that is...but its a HUGE cloud and those small thing is a house.
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